FAMOUS.

xayedeex @ 2008-06-21T04:33:00

2008-06-21T11:39:02Z

I NEVER WANT TO LEAVE WA.

PS- I CAN NOT HANDLE ANYONES LIVEJOURNALS RIGHT NOW

TO ALL MY GIRLFRIENDS- IF YOU ARE WRITING ABOUT A GUY IN OUR JOURNAL, IT MEANS HE DOES NOT CARE ENOUGH ABOUT YOU TO MAKE IT WORK SO PLEASE.........GET OVER

xayedeex @ 2008-05-30T21:16:00

2008-05-31T04:24:51Z

Last night I bought my plane ticket.

I move to Seattle, WA in two weeks.

I haven't been this excited/nervous since I moved away to college.

A few months before I moved to SF in 2003 I made a list of things I wanted to do before I left. I never told anyone about the list but I got it all done before I left. Now I know I don't have as much time before I move this time around but lists are always good.

Things to do before I go:
- Clean out my closet
- Fix my relationship with my Mom
- Run across the golden gate bridge & back

xayedeex @ 2008-04-23T14:12:00

2008-04-23T21:17:23Z

All eyes must be on you.
It's a pity you're addicted too.
Now go ahead, manipulate them.
Initiating doubt, a new dynamic found.
By sharing all your weightless problems.
All on the outside looking in.
Take this moment to see what you've begun.
Display this moment to show what you've become.
moment "to show" what you've become.
Defined by what you sell, those lies packaged well.
But you know that we can see right through you.
Attention's wearing thin so type it out again.
I hope this all made you happy.
Forfeit all of your integrity for a temporary high.
Lay it all out for the world to see.
Manufacture one more lie.

xayedeex @ 2008-04-15T03:10:00

2008-04-15T10:15:05Z

someone move to chicago with me.

xayedeex @ 2008-04-03T00:07:00

2008-04-03T07:13:02Z

I met a nice boy this weekend. His name is Scott. We hung out all weekend, partied, ate a lot, watched too much tv and had a grand old time. Then yesterday at work I get these:

Keeper? I think so.

xayedeex @ 2008-03-26T23:05:00

2008-03-27T06:09:49Z

http://parisbff.com/people/jameymichelle

go vote for me!!! please!!!

this is dead serious, i am gonna win haha

repost!

halo pride.

2008-03-26T02:06:24Z

xayedeex @ 2008-03-24T11:07:00

2008-03-24T18:13:47Z

why is everyone like tagging or linking, whatever you want to call it (where its blue and you can go to the places website), the places they drank, danced, hungout or ate at?????????

do you really fucking think i have the time to check out the "cool" places you went to???????

more so, do you think i really fucking care?

GET OVER YOURSELF.

xayedeex @ 2008-02-17T20:51:00

2008-02-18T04:56:02Z

I think I have an pneumonia. Fucking sweet.

xayedeex @ 2008-02-05T20:12:00

2008-02-06T04:16:26Z

MEMO:

POSITIVE THINGS HAPPEN TO POSITIVE PEOPLE.

xayedeex @ 2008-01-26T07:40:00

2008-01-26T15:44:42Z

Great, I have strep throat and I think I might die.

xayedeex @ 2007-12-22T16:06:00

2007-12-23T00:11:58Z

i am stuck at the oakland airport right now and i can't stop staring at people.

picture this: in my eye sight this is what i see....

2 mexican hadicap midgets with very hairy arms
1 fat lady doing yoga-like stretches directly in front of me (i am literally LOLing at her)
1 crying baby aka the most annoying creature ever
1 girl chewing gum louder than my ipod which is turned all the way up

how annoyed do you think i am right now?

very!

xayedeex @ 2007-11-20T02:05:00

2007-11-20T10:08:32Z

Two seconds after I posted the previous entry I got a phone call informing me that the girl died. Her name was Rebecca and it was her birthday. Jesus fucking Christ.

I can't sleep right now because I have a horrible image stuck in my head.

2007-11-20T09:48:58Z

Last night one of the little hipster girls who lives in my building feel off the roof. For those of you who haven't been to my house... It's seven stories high and we party on the roof at least once or twice a week. We normally drink a lot up there and sometimes we lean over the edge and yell at the creeps going into frenchy's to by butt plugs and such. Anyways, at about 3:30am last night the boy and I woke up to a loud crash sound. I thought it was a car accident because no one knows how to drive on my street. I looked out my window and didn't see anything. Twenty minutes later I heard fire trucks and police cars. I look out my window again and still do not see anything... until I stick my head all the way out there to see that under my little balcony ledge thing, there is a young girl on her back... not breathing. I sat in my window and watched as they manually pumped her heart and set her up to the electrical shock things. It was the most crazy feeling in the world. That could have been me or one of my friends, I could have been on the roof that night... and most importantly.... if I would have stuck my head out all the way right when I heard it maybe I could have called 911 sooner than anyone did and that could have made a difference. (yes, I know its not my fault but I can't help but think it because the firehouse is down the street so someone didnt call right away or it wouldnt have taken them twenty minutes to get there... it was weird) When they finally took her away she looked like she might make it but I'm not sure cuz most accidents involving people falling off anymore than like 3 storys can end in death. I can't get the image of the firemen checking her pulse, cutting her shirt off and doing CPR for like 10 minutes straight. Everyone that came off the roof and got interviewed by the cops and such was clearly very intoxicated and it turns out she must have been standing on the hedge and she fell backwards. I haven't been able to find out any information of how she is doing now but I really hope she makes it.

DRINK SAFE THIS HOLIDAY DUDES!

xayedeex @ 2007-10-17T19:41:00

2007-10-18T02:45:23Z

This has officially become the second worst week of my life. To top it off tomorrow is the three year anniversary of my Mom telling me my parents are getting divorced and a whole bunch of other personal stuff that has ruined me for good. I can't believe it has been three years and I have gone no where emotionally. I am still that 19 year old girl balling her eyes out about to fucking kill herself.

Life sucks.

xayedeex @ 2007-10-11T01:01:00

2007-10-11T08:03:25Z

Is it wrong that I am attracted to the night janitor at my work?

xayedeex @ 2007-09-24T22:58:00

2007-09-25T06:01:14Z

It's funny how quickly things can go from great to horrible in a matter of one weekend. The worst part is that it seems to happen all to often in my life. If there is a god out there, he is against me.

xayedeex @ 2007-09-09T02:48:00

2007-09-09T09:52:05Z

I am so not stoked on my body right now. From now on, I will be at the gym EVERYDAY.

Also, I am pretty sure we have bed bugs in our apartment and I am seriously freaking the fuck out.

P.S. I rule at bio labs.

xayedeex @ 2007-08-26T05:59:00

2007-08-26T13:03:06Z

eating shit off a staircase on page street when you are not intoxicated at all sucks balls. my leg stings and i think i crushed some of my ribs. fuck, i should be at home so my mommy could take care of me and make me tacos.

p.s. i am finding anyway to bitch about missing my family because i am homesick as fuck and would give my right fucking arm to be sitting my moms backyard with her, my bro, my sisters, my dad, aunt deni and rick and my grandma eating homemade enchiladas and spanish rice.... yummmmm fuck, i miss my family.

xayedeex @ 2007-08-14T23:35:00

2007-08-15T06:37:14Z

Thu Aug 23 336 Depart OAKLAND CA (OAK) at 8:00 PM
Arrive in LOS ANGELES INTL (LAX) at 9:20 PM
Mon Aug 27 1783 Depart LOS ANGELES INTL (LAX) at 8:00 AM
Arrive in OAKLAND CA (OAK) at 9:10 AM

xayedeex @ 2007-08-02T09:07:00

2007-08-02T16:08:27Z

FUck, I think I lost my cell phone.

7/7/07

2007-07-08T05:45:11Z

today at work this guy by the name of paul came in and asked if we had an openings. right away he caught my eye because he was cute. i got him in for 3:00pm and he came back later. after he was done getting his hurr did he looked even better than before. i checked him out and talked to him for a few minutes and he left. a few minutes later the phone rang and i picked it up and someone was like "is this the girl with dark hair?" since i am the only girl with dark hair at the front desk i said yes. it was paul and he was like, "im not sure if you have a boyfriend and i dont want to put you on the spot but id really like to take you out sometime." he then told me that i could call his mom and ex-gfs and they would give him good references. haha it was super cute so i gavehim my cell phone number and agreed to go out with him.

later i told the stylist who cut his hair and he was like "thats funny because yesterday one of my clients asked me who you were and wanted to meet you."

weird part is yesterday and today i wore no make up to work.

MORAL OR THE STORY: i should go out in public looking haggard more often and cute boys will hit on me.

xayedeex @ 2007-07-04T00:54:00

2007-07-04T07:56:00Z

my doggy died. i am hella sad and crying on my couch right now. i wanna go home and be with my mom.

R.I.P. ROCKY! <3

xayedeex @ 2007-06-13T18:54:00

2007-06-14T01:55:48Z

My teacher just told me that "Homosexuality is only a 6-pack away!"
I love San Francisco State University.

xayedeex @ 2007-05-21T14:28:00

2007-05-21T21:30:28Z

book buy backs are a joke.
i just got $1.50 for one of my labor studies books.
i'm pissed.

i'm done with my labor studies class for good though.
3 papers due wed, rec final wed night and then poli sci final on friday.

friday night= drinks at my place!